another year

Written by Ella on , without AI

its been another year, i guess

woo!! excitement (maybe?)

not like it feels like another year has gone by, but sure

at times it feels like its still a decade ago, like im not sure where all the time went,

yet at other times it feels like time is moving so quickly, as if it i'm getting older, not as young as i used to be.

i know that 26 isn't that old though, not at all, but it feels like a lot of the big "things" that i was working on are done, education is finished, i have a stable job, but it seems like I've now been at this job for 3 years, and all going well will be for another 3, so what's next? professionally, things are progressing, slowly, but personally, not much has changed throughout the year, im still in the same house, doing the same things

although i have been with my girlfriend for a year now, which has made the year a whole lot better than it otherwise would have been

i should probably be happy that I've managed to make it this far

things are going to get better in the future, right?